I wanna cry ,thank u ,my buddy, Q .Thank u for caring about me .thank u .i,m sad .My heart has been broken now .I can,t see my future .A always talks with me n cares about me when i,m in need .He is the first person to teach me how to make a mature woman out of childish girl .He teaches me to become a girl with a beautiful heart .he teaches me to be a caring girl .He teaches to be an useful girl to the nation .He teaches me what,s the honor ,what,s the real love ,what,s the responsibility ,what,s the patriotism n the sense of belong ,what,s the obedience. He teaches me what,s the gratitude . He assists me materially n spiritually , but he will leave me one day .when i breaking up with my ex-bf ,he comforted me everyday .I remembered almost everyday i cried in the presentence of him even though he lived far away from me .He didn,t asked me to do anything but cry .One minute,two ,three,four ,,,,,,,,,,,i eventually couldn,t realize who i was n why i cried , for my heart can,t live on .I can know the apartment was shaking n crying with me .i can know he was trying to hug me .he was sad and getting irritation just on account of me ,with roaring .He wanna punish the guy who cheated me .u asked me not to hate ,which was too big burden to bear .U said \"let,s bygones ,be gones . move on ,u can have a bright future .\" u knew that i,m a girl with a strong inferiority so that u sent me to the english training school to do what i like .u always asked me to read books as much as possible so that i can be a girl of literaryculture.yes,i do ,i try . i put down my dignity ,personality n obstinacy for the sake of one guy who i am unable to give up .u ask me not to relay too much on anyone in the world ,for even my shadow leaves me when i,m in darkness .now i do know .
now i realize sometimes there is no next time ,no second time chance,no time out .sometimes it is now or never. teacher ,do u know i like yr manly voice ?do u know i wanna be treated as yr boom friend ,not yr daughter . my life is hopeless .